Good evening guys. "How is life? "
That is the usual question i get from my old acquaintances whenever i met one. It is kind of hurting for us to think about our current achievements and try to avoid thinking the things we didnt do when we were young. Its starting to be clear now, the steps of life, the dos and don'ts. Hell yeah I too make mistakes, A Lot.
Regret do come afterwards at night before we close our eyes. During the next morning, I would be awake and ungrateful of what I owned and yet i still want more. In a positive way of life, I should get hard and hustle more to get grasp on everything that i could. When death shall come upon me, those objects and achievements would be meaningless.
Life is a bit odd, some people doesnt understand this concept and expect other people around them to do it like them. " Just join me doing this, and i would make you rich in one year". Yes I would join you if its wealth I seek, but no. I do realize with my qualification I can work at McDonald's that would pay me double than my current salary.
But, that action would made me abandon my passion towards my current low-pay career. Please do get this guys, I love the job for the job, not for salary or for the organization itself.
I have my own concept, the concept kind of depressingly weird for a few people. My concept of life is -
1. There is no such thing as a sufficient wealth, whenever we have a lot of money, we would spend them in large scale. The higher the earnings, The higher the spending. Always getting this concept into my mind to calm me down whenever i face a large scale of compulsory payment such as my car maintenance and others. The money comes a go, Just keep in mind where did i spend it on, is it on my desires or my needs? Avoid spending money on something worthless.
2. Having less would made me appreciate everything and everyone i have in my life. The phrase 'Stay Hungry' does derive the motivational value in me.
3. Knowledge is greater than money, as it would help me raise my future generations in a good way instead of spoiling them with money.
4. Accepting my identity. " Ukur baju di badan sendiri" . There is nothing to be ashamed of by being myself and accepting what i have. That does not mean for me to stop achieving great things, it is meant to be humble and make our enemy vulnerable by thinking that we can never get up from failures. Getting ourselves used to fall into the mud of shame so that whenever we fail we wont feel weird about it.
5. Try to make peace with our parents and our God. I dont know much about you guys, but having a religious view and trust to a God really gave me hope and believing that life have so much to offer rather than momentarily enjoyment. Each time I get into trouble or the trouble found me, i consider them as a test from ALLAH S.W.T. The first moment to face those test is to see the beauty through all of the pain in getting through it. Everything that comes have it own intention in life, they meant to make us better and see life more than just a pool of lusts.
Those 5 concepts are my point of view in life. If it does seems wrong to you, just ignore them.
As time moves by so quickly, a lot of decision making need do be done with my life. Luckily, I found the One that I want to spend my whole life with.
Now, I dont have to make decision by my own as she would give her opinion as well.
Recently, I was thinking of quitting my desire to further out my study in a way to increase my qualifications academically. I done the statistical analysis in 5 years to come, i need to have a sufficient saving in order to marry the woman i love. When we got into a conversation about my intention, she persuade me to continue with my desire in further out my qualifications to bachelor's degree either via full time or part time study and worries about the financial condition later.
We have a big plan ahead of us. We want to put our best effort in getting ourselves together one day. I know it would be hard and bitter along the way, but i hope it would turn out to be Okay.
I know that She love me, and I am also in love with her very much I could lose my common senses. We want to support each other by keeping ourselves strong and believing that it would all turn out Great.
Thank you guys for reading this far. I hope you gain something from this short post. Love u guys.
"Never stop writing, Stay Hungry, Stay Angry and Revenge is Good, Hustle!"
AHAH.